week 4

Week 4 was a bit of a challenge, but that’s what made it good!
The excitement has worn off a bit and the exercises seem more like a challenge, just like going to a gym! However as I become more of the “observer” I realize that the old blueprint of my belief system is caught up in judgement. Who knew??? It started when I identified how scared I was to post things or be recorded on a call or not do something correctly. I actually got so nervous and confused that I realized my thinking brain was shutting down. . . Hmmm . . . that was a helpful piece to the puzzle. Which led me to ask the question, “what are you afraid of?” That list of fears was fascinating! I could see that I was judging myself with the same measurement tool that I was in fact judging others as well. . . .ouch! I could see that my fear of failure and not being good enough was a huge roadblock. It made the bible verse come to life.
“Judge not, that you be not judged. For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and the measure you give will be the measure you get.” Matthew 7:10. I’m looking forward to re-training that blueprint belief so I can move forward and be all that God designed me to be!

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